Hey hey hey~
It's Halloween today, Jade and Anna just came round. We all dressed up and had some fun. :D
Well, I think me and Jade went out the house 3 times into the freezing cold.
ONCE. For a pumpkin + my Dad's shopping list.
TWICE. For drinks.
THREE TIMES. Because we forgot to get the pizza last time. Fail.
We sat around and dressed the house up, nibbled on things and waited for Anna.
Anna nearly tore the house down when she came in. Me and Jade were being normal...we kind just chatted.
And then Anna got into her epic battle-stance and killed everything.
She was so hyper, me and Jade were scared.
+ I was wearing Lian for today, since it's halloween. :P
Eeeee. I'm so tired.
I want to play Starfox Adventures again. + Final Fantasy IX.
KAYAH KRAZOAAA!!! <3
I had much fun today. Too much sweet stuff + haribo.
MUST, EAT, SOMETHING..HEALTHY.
Actually. imma go make a salad nao.
And then later I SHALL WRITE SOME MORE.
I managed to avoid anyone going near the forbidden cupboard today.
Well, at least no one asked questions about it.
*evil laugh*
I'm tired. Let me sleep.
+ I've just upset myself by showing Anna and Jadelz scenes from FFX.
THE ONE.
WHERE THEY'RE IN THE LAKE.
Siigh.
Sorry it's short, my eyes are burning.
MadzyTao. <3
Friday, 31 October 2008
Tuesday, 28 October 2008
Rarrghh, my head. (Beware: Lots of ranting.)
* I will warn you now, I need to just write my thoughts down. I feel like ranting so I shall, i've been in a pretty bad mood recently and I need to get some things off my chest.
Hrmm, sorry if I haven't blogged in a while. I've got other things on my mind and doing this daily will actually kill me.
I have nothing to write about, everythings so suckish atm. and it's the holidays...what the hell is up with me?
I haven't slept properly since school started. We're already a term into school and i'm not enjoying it at all, i'm constantly tired with a banging headache. I better get used to it :/.
On the outside, i'm always cheery and happy, people ask whats up when I space-out and begin to think.
Nothing is wrong with me, i'm completely fine. Maddie, you complete and utter liar.
But that doesn't really matter to me, because there are some things you have to deal with yourself.
"Ronso deal with Ronso problems."
Heck, I might not be a Ronso, but it's how i've always dealt with things. People like to get involved in your life, they're nosy and they want to know EVERYTHING.
And then...some people just don't care.
You either get one or the other, never the middle-man.
I'm annoyed with A LOT of people at the minute. What annoys me the most, is that it is mostly people I really care about. He's being really arrogant at the moment, he's so stuck up his arse.
Okay, so maybe I lied to him. But I lied to stop anything happening to him.
To be quite honest, I was just leading him somewhere else.
Somehow I thought it would make him happy.
But I risked it, and it all came crashing back down.
I'm sorry, And i'll admit you did tell me so.
- Plus the fact he's older than me, he now thinks it is fine to boss me about.
Well, I would do anything for him. Anything to keep him happy & see him smile.
But that was too far. Far too far.
I wish I could, I really do.
But, escaping far from that. I need something inspiring.
I can't write, I do about a page and then the flow of thoughts just stop.
My pen will write no further, and it's really beginning to annoy me.
During the holidays, I wanted to at least finish a few draft versions.
Obviously not happening. I need help clearing my mind.
As soon as I sort my life out, i'll come back to it.
But whenever I want to sort it out, I go back to writing.
ALSO. HE #2 BETTER SORT HIS LIFE OUT.
HE IS REALLY ANNOYING ME!
He says the rudest things, and then calls it a joke.
And then he says the flirtiest things, I question him about it.
"Oh, i'm only joking."
He grins, turns around -
And then he walks away.
Rarrghhhhh. For God's sake.
I want to know whether he means it. BUT.
Sometimes I don't want to find out.
Because he knows he's annoying me with it.
AND LOLOLOL. Blondie amuses me. I'm so glad I went out on Monday. "You want cheez sauce wiv dat?"
"..Excuse me?"
"I SAID CHEEZ S-SAU. OH WHAT THE HELL, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN, MAAAN."
+ WELCOME BACK TO THE LAND OF SUNSHINE, JJ.
Glad you're back.
Not funny you're tanned and i'm not.
You look out of place in England to be quite frank.
You're orange.
Everyone else is white and pasty.
GTFO. :)
&& I went out on Saturday with Anna + Jade.
It was so much fun. + I got my hair cut on Sunday.
IT'S SO AWESOME. I SWEAR DOWN. It's like. Puffy. :3
You have to love the wonders of hairspray.
Anyway. Must flee.
Just a note to add.
I'M SO FFFFFFFFFFFFING ADDICTED TO MERLIN, I THINK I MIGHT EXPLODE FROM THE SEXINESS AND THE AMOUNT OF SEXY MEN BEING SHOWN TO ME.
Good Lord. That guy who plays Prince Arthur. (Bradley James) IS HOT, DAMN.
And then Merlin's sooo cute.
And then LANCELOT.
FFS. Sort yourself out.
Falco X Fox, anyone? :)
MadzyTao. <3
P.S. ILY PHOENIX, MORE THAN I SHOULD DO, YOU KNOW.
P.S.S. ILY VINCENT, THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING AND ALL OF YOUR SUPPORT. I couldn't of done it without you.
P.S.S.S. ILY JADE + ANNA. For making days anything but boring.
P.S.S.S.S. ILY Anyone mentioned on this blog. Because you annoy me to bits, but you're worth it.
P.S.S.S.S.S. Andd..I love you. I still do, you know.
Hrmm, sorry if I haven't blogged in a while. I've got other things on my mind and doing this daily will actually kill me.
I have nothing to write about, everythings so suckish atm. and it's the holidays...what the hell is up with me?
I haven't slept properly since school started. We're already a term into school and i'm not enjoying it at all, i'm constantly tired with a banging headache. I better get used to it :/.
On the outside, i'm always cheery and happy, people ask whats up when I space-out and begin to think.
Nothing is wrong with me, i'm completely fine. Maddie, you complete and utter liar.
But that doesn't really matter to me, because there are some things you have to deal with yourself.
"Ronso deal with Ronso problems."
Heck, I might not be a Ronso, but it's how i've always dealt with things. People like to get involved in your life, they're nosy and they want to know EVERYTHING.
And then...some people just don't care.
You either get one or the other, never the middle-man.
I'm annoyed with A LOT of people at the minute. What annoys me the most, is that it is mostly people I really care about. He's being really arrogant at the moment, he's so stuck up his arse.
Okay, so maybe I lied to him. But I lied to stop anything happening to him.
To be quite honest, I was just leading him somewhere else.
Somehow I thought it would make him happy.
But I risked it, and it all came crashing back down.
I'm sorry, And i'll admit you did tell me so.
- Plus the fact he's older than me, he now thinks it is fine to boss me about.
Well, I would do anything for him. Anything to keep him happy & see him smile.
But that was too far. Far too far.
I wish I could, I really do.
But, escaping far from that. I need something inspiring.
I can't write, I do about a page and then the flow of thoughts just stop.
My pen will write no further, and it's really beginning to annoy me.
During the holidays, I wanted to at least finish a few draft versions.
Obviously not happening. I need help clearing my mind.
As soon as I sort my life out, i'll come back to it.
But whenever I want to sort it out, I go back to writing.
ALSO. HE #2 BETTER SORT HIS LIFE OUT.
HE IS REALLY ANNOYING ME!
He says the rudest things, and then calls it a joke.
And then he says the flirtiest things, I question him about it.
"Oh, i'm only joking."
He grins, turns around -
And then he walks away.
Rarrghhhhh. For God's sake.
I want to know whether he means it. BUT.
Sometimes I don't want to find out.
Because he knows he's annoying me with it.
AND LOLOLOL. Blondie amuses me. I'm so glad I went out on Monday. "You want cheez sauce wiv dat?"
"..Excuse me?"
"I SAID CHEEZ S-SAU. OH WHAT THE HELL, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN, MAAAN."
+ WELCOME BACK TO THE LAND OF SUNSHINE, JJ.
Glad you're back.
Not funny you're tanned and i'm not.
You look out of place in England to be quite frank.
You're orange.
Everyone else is white and pasty.
GTFO. :)
&& I went out on Saturday with Anna + Jade.
It was so much fun. + I got my hair cut on Sunday.
IT'S SO AWESOME. I SWEAR DOWN. It's like. Puffy. :3
You have to love the wonders of hairspray.
Anyway. Must flee.
Just a note to add.
I'M SO FFFFFFFFFFFFING ADDICTED TO MERLIN, I THINK I MIGHT EXPLODE FROM THE SEXINESS AND THE AMOUNT OF SEXY MEN BEING SHOWN TO ME.
Good Lord. That guy who plays Prince Arthur. (Bradley James) IS HOT, DAMN.
And then Merlin's sooo cute.
And then LANCELOT.
FFS. Sort yourself out.
Falco X Fox, anyone? :)
MadzyTao. <3
P.S. ILY PHOENIX, MORE THAN I SHOULD DO, YOU KNOW.
P.S.S. ILY VINCENT, THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING AND ALL OF YOUR SUPPORT. I couldn't of done it without you.
P.S.S.S. ILY JADE + ANNA. For making days anything but boring.
P.S.S.S.S. ILY Anyone mentioned on this blog. Because you annoy me to bits, but you're worth it.
P.S.S.S.S.S. Andd..I love you. I still do, you know.
Tuesday, 7 October 2008
A rather odd weekend. Just M&J. Michael Jackson.
Well. I am writing about this a bit late. BUT I'LL KEEP IT SHORT AND SIMPLE. (just because my memory sucks.)
Well. NO ANNA THIS WEEKEND. When will JAM be one again? D:
Just me and Jadelz this time, we had a wonderful time in Rotherham and beyond.
Well, we got in Sheffield. After spending about. TWO SECONDS IN ROTHERHAM. We zoomed straight onto the 69 and sat in our usual spot. (at the back, with no leg space for Jade's long legs)
GOT IN SHEFFIELD. I think i said "It's cold" over 20 times by then.
WE STAYED ON THE BUS AND GOT DROPPED OFF AT THE BUS STATION.
We finally figured out where the bus station was, behind the CARLING ACADEMY. Oh many joyous nights spent there. BUT YEAH, we've probably walked past it 700 times and not noticed what it was. A bus station Jade, A BUS STATION.
So, we wandered around in the ABSOLUTE COLD, going to the usual spots. Comitting suicide on the roads, Peace Gardens, Winter Gardens, Memorial Hall, Chip Shop blah blah.
We kept following mobs of Chinese people around.
THOSE CHIPS WERE NICE. We got behind the memorial hall, after we've bought them 2 minutes ago. AND THEY WERE ALREADY FROZEN COLD. Jade scoffed hers down before they were cold though. >:
Greedy Jade.
We couldn't handle it in Sheffield. WE NEEDED TO GO SOMEWHERE WARM. So we went to find a bus to Meadowhall, after running all the way back we came. I remember making Jade laugh. And she didn't even know she was laughing, but she made a most peculiar noise.
She's a silent laugher, you see. And all the noise she could made while she was laughing was.
"Ugg, ugg, ugg"
SHE SOUNDED LIKE A FLIPPING RETARD, seriously. I took the piss out of her as usual, making her gurgle some more. We went down the stairs and walked past Sarah Harrison. WAT?
What an unusual place to meet.
SO YEAH, we get in the bus station. Jade's like, HOI MADDI LESS GET ON DA NUMBA 17 DAT GOS 2 MEDZ.
I'm like..."Jade, lets wait for the X78 or something."
"R U DAFT? IT SES MEDZ ON DA TIM TABEL"
"Fine, fine"
So she tempts me, and we get on the bus.
What a mistake. JADE. WHAT DID YOU DO TO US.
We got on a bus, from Sheffield to Meadowhall. Which was supposedly the 17, ending up being the 43 to somewhere else. Probably India.
IT TOOK. 1 AND A HALF HOURS TO GET TO MEADOW HALL.
Look.
MEADOWHALL IS ON THE OUTSKIRTS OFF SHEFFIELD. IT DOESN'T TAKE THAT LONG.
But we found it funny, so it's okay. :P Every chav on that bus knew every other chav, and it was just like, me and Jade at the back watching everyone talk to each other.
SO. MANY HOURS LATER, we arrived. Got a free MORE! 80p magazine. Which is usually £1.30. IT'S A BIT COOL.
We walked around Medz a bit, and then we sat down for about 10 minutes. And then some Muslim women with about 50,000 children came and joined in our corner.
I was just happily reading my free magazine, on the really odd pages. I could see Jade smirking and gurgling silently. 10 minutes later, i turn the page and get hit on the head by a balloon. WHAT. I looked up, and realised what Jade was really rather scared about.
TWO WOMEN WERE PRAYING TO A WALL WHILE THEIR KIDS RAN RIOT ABUSING ME WITH BALLOONS. WTFFFFF. I wanted to laugh. I kept a straight face, until about 30 minutes of them leaving. I realised what had happened. And nearly wee'd myself. Jade found it highly amusing. Possibly the highlight of the day.
Jade reminded me of it yesterday at lunch time and I burst into hysterics. Everyone else was like. WTFFFFF MADDIE, CHILLOUT LOVE.
You should of been there.
You should of bloody been there.
MadzyTao<3>
P.S. WTF, WHY AM I SO ADDICTED TO AJIKAN?
Aru Machi No Gunjou FTW. <333333
Well. NO ANNA THIS WEEKEND. When will JAM be one again? D:
Just me and Jadelz this time, we had a wonderful time in Rotherham and beyond.
Well, we got in Sheffield. After spending about. TWO SECONDS IN ROTHERHAM. We zoomed straight onto the 69 and sat in our usual spot. (at the back, with no leg space for Jade's long legs)
GOT IN SHEFFIELD. I think i said "It's cold" over 20 times by then.
WE STAYED ON THE BUS AND GOT DROPPED OFF AT THE BUS STATION.
We finally figured out where the bus station was, behind the CARLING ACADEMY. Oh many joyous nights spent there. BUT YEAH, we've probably walked past it 700 times and not noticed what it was. A bus station Jade, A BUS STATION.
So, we wandered around in the ABSOLUTE COLD, going to the usual spots. Comitting suicide on the roads, Peace Gardens, Winter Gardens, Memorial Hall, Chip Shop blah blah.
We kept following mobs of Chinese people around.
THOSE CHIPS WERE NICE. We got behind the memorial hall, after we've bought them 2 minutes ago. AND THEY WERE ALREADY FROZEN COLD. Jade scoffed hers down before they were cold though. >:
Greedy Jade.
We couldn't handle it in Sheffield. WE NEEDED TO GO SOMEWHERE WARM. So we went to find a bus to Meadowhall, after running all the way back we came. I remember making Jade laugh. And she didn't even know she was laughing, but she made a most peculiar noise.
She's a silent laugher, you see. And all the noise she could made while she was laughing was.
"Ugg, ugg, ugg"
SHE SOUNDED LIKE A FLIPPING RETARD, seriously. I took the piss out of her as usual, making her gurgle some more. We went down the stairs and walked past Sarah Harrison. WAT?
What an unusual place to meet.
SO YEAH, we get in the bus station. Jade's like, HOI MADDI LESS GET ON DA NUMBA 17 DAT GOS 2 MEDZ.
I'm like..."Jade, lets wait for the X78 or something."
"R U DAFT? IT SES MEDZ ON DA TIM TABEL"
"Fine, fine"
So she tempts me, and we get on the bus.
What a mistake. JADE. WHAT DID YOU DO TO US.
We got on a bus, from Sheffield to Meadowhall. Which was supposedly the 17, ending up being the 43 to somewhere else. Probably India.
IT TOOK. 1 AND A HALF HOURS TO GET TO MEADOW HALL.
Look.
MEADOWHALL IS ON THE OUTSKIRTS OFF SHEFFIELD. IT DOESN'T TAKE THAT LONG.
But we found it funny, so it's okay. :P Every chav on that bus knew every other chav, and it was just like, me and Jade at the back watching everyone talk to each other.
SO. MANY HOURS LATER, we arrived. Got a free MORE! 80p magazine. Which is usually £1.30. IT'S A BIT COOL.
We walked around Medz a bit, and then we sat down for about 10 minutes. And then some Muslim women with about 50,000 children came and joined in our corner.
I was just happily reading my free magazine, on the really odd pages. I could see Jade smirking and gurgling silently. 10 minutes later, i turn the page and get hit on the head by a balloon. WHAT. I looked up, and realised what Jade was really rather scared about.
TWO WOMEN WERE PRAYING TO A WALL WHILE THEIR KIDS RAN RIOT ABUSING ME WITH BALLOONS. WTFFFFF. I wanted to laugh. I kept a straight face, until about 30 minutes of them leaving. I realised what had happened. And nearly wee'd myself. Jade found it highly amusing. Possibly the highlight of the day.
Jade reminded me of it yesterday at lunch time and I burst into hysterics. Everyone else was like. WTFFFFF MADDIE, CHILLOUT LOVE.
You should of been there.
You should of bloody been there.
MadzyTao<3>
P.S. WTF, WHY AM I SO ADDICTED TO AJIKAN?
Aru Machi No Gunjou FTW. <333333
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